Journal

I just realized that I didn't post on Sunday. Today will have to do. I won't write about church. Other things are on my mind.

I just came home from my ministering brother's house. He gave me a blessing after distressing events yesterday. I wanted to write in my journal when I got home. It's a good thing he blessed me with "extraordinary patience" because I can't find my journal. There's a chance it's around here somewhere, since I am an inconsistent writer in both time and space. I've looked where I thought it was and where I think it could be. I am wondering if my kids found it and took it to read. I don't even remember what all would be in there, but I think it goes back years. It may or may not turn up.

The other striking thing I wanted to remember from the blessing was that I would have words given to me when I find myself in unanticipated situations. I am less a fan of the part about breaking loneliness breaking me open to be closer to Christ. I suppose if one must be broken (we live in mortality, I think this is the case), then one may as well become a better person through it.


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